Me Beside my Ford Explorer

The Actors Guild – I’m careful what I share.  Sure my wrists will be soar soon if it is 700 words and that sweet spot of non-AI human original text but this post should be worth 1000x my others because of it however this emphasis will never be placed on originality in Google thank God for that.

Depends how far you take it I suppose method actors would need to talk to seals and understand the intricate details of missions and well the act itself that would condemn your soul for a eternity in hell how could you prepare for that?  Things I’ll never be right but humans can be pushed beyond there breaking points and maybe people like myself come up.  I wrote as a Joke ” I know what your thinking ” in my book a few times.  Do I believe that?  Perhaps its possible though and proven to be accurate at times.  Watching me is a sure fire way of wasting your top secret government funding however.  Shouldn’t it be better spent like 120,000,000 dollar bike bridges?  Just guessing of course.  But maybe proven there is some truth to my pretend but perhaps real abilities.  ( Don’t ask me about my tick lines? ) That a amazon joke or navy seals?  Some movie I didn’t watch?

So I wonder today walking past a body bag sleeping bag at the pagoda in Courtenay by the 5th street bridge is there a live body in there?  Disturbing I guess someone’s cans and shopping cart and standard homeless gear is getting attention that’s unwanted if perhaps i’m so concerned with the safety I actually touch the back and holler at it to see if it is occupied.  Perhaps a complication I best avoid like I did.  Sad though I hope it was unoccupied and if there was a homeless person there they all get help soon.  I have wondered why they do this in front of the telus building by City Hall Courtenay is a point continually being made by a population of irreparable homeless people.

So today I enjoy my scenic walk through downtown Courtenay on this Early Sunday Morning because its so desolate it looks nearly abandoned the core as people obviously are no where to be found and I like that.  I park my vehicle at the 6th street bridge in the empty city builders lot which was expanded a bit to be closer to the water.  Its completely void of human life except for a smattering of tennis players and the odd pedestrian which doubtfully makes more than passing more than half a dozen people.  In fact its less busier than my back yard which was so disturbing one day I yelled at the 19th person in my back yard the same day.  However funny it is that downtown courtenay was legitimately less busy on a Sunday morning.  My book is still for sale on Ebay if you search Kevin Katovic you surely will see it.  I accept offers but since its only one please make a serious offer on the original manuscript.

What I like about the scenery around the bridge is the logs strewn about that look like a tribute to my Dads dedication to the wood industry.  Rustic build to last forever durable and a commitment that never seems to fade.  I have a respect for my parents since I believe by comparison they really did do more for me than so many parents probably did for there children and I mean that.  Its not that I failed I suppose to become independent faster in life though a steady job unlocks that for sure.  You perhaps spend too much time comparing people as a employer which results in your ultimate failure as a human being.  If your profitable perhaps learn how to share more and I have many examples of displays of selfishness.  Parenting is the ultimate unselfish act if you ask me.  But a enormous wealth seems to be necessary somewhere and if you listened to some of my calls to Amazon which BTW still owes me about 500 you will realize how committing fraud seems like business as usual for multi nationals as I yet again gather evidence of failing to pay and being a foolish criminal at corporate level.

You don’t need a lecture from me.  I accept a fraction of what a full time employee gets however my contribution to society I don’t think is fairly understood.